End of 2007, Let's welcome 2008!

A penny of thoughts, what have i achieve in 2007?
In chinese, there's a phrase " 有 得 必 有 失". I think i gained some, but inevidentably, i lost some too.

Im not an ambitious gal and my wish is to be a " 小 女 人". I just wanna live a simple life, preferably in those rural areas.To stay in a cottage style house with horses and cows in the farm. Isn't that a perfect life!!

I was reading this from someone else blog and i hesistant awhile to think whether should i blog it down. Finally i decided to blog it. While reading, i was laughing at the girl. How could someone be so foolish to believe a liar?

I hate liars and especially detest liars. Well, i asked "Why should guys lie to gals?"
Some answered "To make the girl happy", "To make the girl feel more confidence"
Then i asked "If he's gonna lie to make the girl happy or confidence, then when one day, if the girl finds out the truth, he's really nothing but a liar"

So if someone intends to tell a lie to me, make sure i will NEVER find out the truth. Because, i already had enough of those lies.



**** Where should i go tonight?? I dun wanna stay at home!! ****

I'm giving you ATTITUDE /
- 4:24 PM

Work is never happy ever since i joined here. I've come to a decision to leave because life is short and i just wanna be happy.

All i want for life is to be simple. Is that so difficult?

I'm giving you ATTITUDE /
- 3:45 PM

Tribute to my aunt (Si Yee)

This post is specially dedicated to my most beloved aunt. I love her so so much.

In the midst of wrking, i received an sms frm my Da Yee. I was shocked. Too shocked to react to anything. It's something so unpredictable and unexpected. I dun wish to believe it. I rushed down to her plc after wrk, I saw all my aunties and uncles packing her clothes. All of their eyes are red. I still cant believe what happen to her.

I can still hear her voice calling me.
I can still see her smile.
I can still see her holding onto my hands.

When i was young,
I can still remember the times she brings me around.
I can still remember the times spent in her hse.
I can still remember the pajamas she bought for me.
I can still remember slping beside her when i went over to her hse.

As i grow older, I stopped going over to stay overnight at her hse.
But,
I can still remember her bringing me out to restaurants to eat.
I can still remember she invited me for her celebration on her anniversary with her husband.
I can still remeber her asking me to introduce my bf to her.
I can still remember introducing yong qing to her. ( My 1st time bringing bf there.)
I can still remember her asking him how is his chinese name written.
I can still remember her inviting yong qing over to her plc for new year dinner.
I can still remember her inviting yong qing to her celebration on her anniversary with her husband.

I can still remember her coming over to my hse during chinese new year.
I can still remember her asking me "how's yong qing?" ( i just smiled, but i was surprised that she still remembers him. She loves me, therefore she'll remember my bf)
I can still remember her asking me "what happen?" ( i just smiled again)

I can still remember visiting her in the hospital with dar.
I can still remember sitting with her in the hospital and talking.
I can still remember her talking with dar.
I can still remember our meeting up for my birthday celebration.
I can still remember her sitting by the poolside.
I can still remember shopping with her at takashimaya.

There's just too many things in my mind nw that i cant write everything down.
There's just so many things that i wan to do for her.

I still wan to drive her around.
I still wan to treat her to the world best cursine
I still wan to go travelling around the world with her.
I still wan to invite her to my wedding
I still wan her to see that i got a nice and wonderful bf.
I still wan her to know my bf well. (as well as yong qing)
I still wan to talk to her about how bad my life is nw at work.
I still wan her to know that no matter how bad my life at work is gonna be, I can bear with it.

............ Too many too many things.

Life is just too short.
Tears cant stop flowing down. As hard as i tried to control it, i cant.

I'm giving you ATTITUDE /
- 10:03 PM

Something unexpectable and unbelieveable happened. As much as i wish to blog it down, i decided to blog it when my mood is stablize. My mind is in a whirl and my heart is breaking. I shouldnt be blogging nw instead, i should be helping up. My tears cant stop flowing when i see her. I shall end this post and probably when im mentally stable, i will write more.

On a happier note, I will upload pictures taken months ago, during my birthday and some other random pics.

I'm giving you ATTITUDE /
- 2:50 PM