Yap... Back again with all my recent happenings in my life...

Well, nuthing much happens in my life... think my life has been bored since the day im born.. Wasnt really happy with my wrk, frens, bf, driving, sch wrk,... almost all the things in my life are not going smoothly for me... Am i born to be a loser?? Or am i juz being negative?? Am i demanding too much?? Haizzz.. the feeling of being abandoned by friends are really too much.. Wat are frens for actually?? to betray? to care and love each other? Start doubting each other?? Perhaps being alone is better... Maybe i shld stop all these negative thinkings... How i wish i could go back to be that jovious self, ignoring how others see me...

Really miss those days at SH, though wrk can be boring, but at least not as much politics then here... we tok and laugh as much as we can... Time passes so fast as we joke and play ard... unlike here, so many rules and regulation.. No choice.. i got no right to make any decision.

My gastric problem has been cuming back to me recently again.. not that i skip my meals, not that i eat abit, i really duno why.. suddenly it happens... Im really worried abt my gastric.. hopefully it wont affect my health.. or do i need to depend on medication?? Hope not!! God Bless!!

I really hope that all the conflicts can be resolved.. Juz wanna wrk in a plesant enivronment without much disagreement or agurements... Any unhappiness juz voice out.. Nuthing can be resolved if everything are kept inside the heart and then gossip to others abt it.. Wat's the point?? Don't understand.. Utterly unhappy.. Maybe it's a sign for me to leave.. Considering...

Hope everybody is Happy.. God Bless!!